Guilty Conscious

I moved to ATL, about a month ago. I came here with no money in my pocket, my significant other and a head full of dreams. I left my whole life behind, my old school, friends and family. Never would I have thought that I had the ability to pick up and leave everything that mattered most in my life. However I did. And that is when I started to live my own life. I'm in the midst of understanding myself and the things that I want in life. There are alot of things i dislike/love about myself, but it is up to me to classify those things under that which i cannot change and the ones i can. My favorite prayer is the Serenity Prayer, I try to live by that day by day but its gets harder and harder day by day. I get agitated, irritated and aggravated easily. Wanting nothing but to scream my lungs out. Living with others is not easy at all, but I know that I could be in a totally different situation. I tend to take out my aggravations and attitude on others alot. I think it could be me not knowing how to deal with becoming restless and not having the resources that i would like to have. I do not know how to turn these emotions off and even put them off until I find myself alone. These four walls gets to me. More than I prefer.